This is the tale
So, this is a tale, this is my tale.
As you guys know, I student tourism management, but is tourism management is the course I'm into in the term of interest and passion? Apa I memang target dari form 5 lagi nak masuk kos ni? Big no.
Tourism ni, last terdetik on my mind, was when i was in primary school kot. tu pun short term. lepas tu is gradually fade and never ever visited my mind ever again. My true passion, is writing. English. The foreign language. To talk about my true passion, the real ones, we gonna have to go down the road of time. My interest in English blooms since i was a child, and it turned serious when i was standard 6. I was not born good in English, in fact, I am not those people who were raised in the English speaker family. But I've always took interest in that language. My marks were not that bang bang boom pun masa primary school, I remember the cursed number of my english paper, 68. Every single damn time. But that never lessen my interest in that language. Until finally masa mid-year exam, I scored 38/40 for my objective questions. I was like 0_0. **tears rolling down my face**lols
And nahhhhhh, I didn't get A for english in my upsr. ikr? But, that didn't put me down either. Coz in my high school year, I strike all my English paper. From the first year, masa tu A biasa2 je la, until my senior year, this time, my As are all plus.(tiada unsur riak disitu, harap maklum). Jadi macam tu pun sebab minat, when you're interested in something, you're sure going to put a little more extra effort, and that are counted the most. Anyway, this brought me to TESL. Yeah, my original plan was to take on tesl, oh the dream of my life, sara, stop. Tesl was on my UPU form, the top two spot were both TESL. I got A+ on my SPM for English(trivial fact: Sara got B, yang memang B, takde plus kat depan tu, for bm. oh dear, screw me). So, cut to the chase, I succeed for my UPU application, I got the interview for TESL, at Shah Alam, yang memang 25 minutes je dari rumah, but God has a better plan for me. I got the news 2 weeks before my trip to South Korea, and the interview date was set to the date in the period of time I am in Korea. Ticket flight dah beli, guesthouse dah book, what can I do? Also, lemme tell you something, my trip to Korea, was not planned months before, it was only a month before the trip that I organize everything, because, really, I don't know, I was initially supposed to go there by the end of this year, but things just happen, I ask my mom if i can tag along with my cousins to go to korea this april, and she just, just say yes. None of us ever thought this could happen, but it did. So the date that i was supposedly be interviewed, and at least given a chance to study TESL, I was in Korea instead. No, don't get me wrong, I never regret the decision, or the time I spent in Korea, I enjoyed them all, and I treasure them. It's just the pain can't be easily washed away. That's all. Don't say that I don't hold on to my dream. I did. I did go to the HQ of UiTM to ask for slack, to maybe forward the date for me, or postponed, it, I went to 3 different offices in UiTM Shah Alam, one was located 15 KM from the main place. I sat down face-to-face with the dean of the TESL program,but Allah says no. So I went home with the 'keep that bullet up' face. Thinking Allah knows better. Skip the part of my awesome journey in south korea, I received another offer from my UPU application, tourism management in UiTMpp. Boom, tourism?????? Honestly at that time i can't even remember putting tourism in my UPU form. I even did triple check on my UPU document. whut? Actually i do apply for tourism,choice yang bawah2 tu. Tapi sendiri yang lupa, ya la, the last time i ever remember about studying tourism pun, was when i was in primary school. LOL.
But again, I am always in favor of travelling. Travelling is one of my passion. Travelling and writing goes together for me. I love the idea of seeing new things, learning new cultures and languages, amaze myself with the sight of a different community, their behavior, their etiquette, their places. Yes, I think, being an enthusiast writer got me to that. I am not that good in writing. Really, don't judge my grammar in this blog, ini freestyle writing, lantak pi sana all the rules. But if you're interested to see my writing, or at least my proper writings, go my other blog, link at the end of this page.
It's hard to let go the missing-ness of the opportunity, it was golden for me. Even now, it still bring tears to my eyes sometimes. But head straight, shoulders up, this is what Allah wants me to do. Though sometimes, I re-questions myself, if I held that dream strong enough, ain't I supposed to chase for that dream? Even how far it'd take me to? But then I said, I redha, tawakal, Allah knows better. It's impossible to let my dream die, somehow. So I still do write, though not as much as before, (life commitment duhhh), I still do write. And that's the reason of the existence of mylifelovelust blog, the other blog of mine. That's the place where some of my writing would be posted. You know, self-satisfaction.
And that pretty much sums up everything, how I end up here. See? If I don't end up here, will this blog ever existed? Will I ever meet you guys yang awesome though semuanya silent readers? (seriously guys, do comment pls) Will I ever learnt this much of a life lesson? No I will never will. So I am grateful.
As you guys know, I student tourism management, but is tourism management is the course I'm into in the term of interest and passion? Apa I memang target dari form 5 lagi nak masuk kos ni? Big no.
Tourism ni, last terdetik on my mind, was when i was in primary school kot. tu pun short term. lepas tu is gradually fade and never ever visited my mind ever again. My true passion, is writing. English. The foreign language. To talk about my true passion, the real ones, we gonna have to go down the road of time. My interest in English blooms since i was a child, and it turned serious when i was standard 6. I was not born good in English, in fact, I am not those people who were raised in the English speaker family. But I've always took interest in that language. My marks were not that bang bang boom pun masa primary school, I remember the cursed number of my english paper, 68. Every single damn time. But that never lessen my interest in that language. Until finally masa mid-year exam, I scored 38/40 for my objective questions. I was like 0_0. **tears rolling down my face**lols
And nahhhhhh, I didn't get A for english in my upsr. ikr? But, that didn't put me down either. Coz in my high school year, I strike all my English paper. From the first year, masa tu A biasa2 je la, until my senior year, this time, my As are all plus.(tiada unsur riak disitu, harap maklum). Jadi macam tu pun sebab minat, when you're interested in something, you're sure going to put a little more extra effort, and that are counted the most. Anyway, this brought me to TESL. Yeah, my original plan was to take on tesl, oh the dream of my life, sara, stop. Tesl was on my UPU form, the top two spot were both TESL. I got A+ on my SPM for English(trivial fact: Sara got B, yang memang B, takde plus kat depan tu, for bm. oh dear, screw me). So, cut to the chase, I succeed for my UPU application, I got the interview for TESL, at Shah Alam, yang memang 25 minutes je dari rumah, but God has a better plan for me. I got the news 2 weeks before my trip to South Korea, and the interview date was set to the date in the period of time I am in Korea. Ticket flight dah beli, guesthouse dah book, what can I do? Also, lemme tell you something, my trip to Korea, was not planned months before, it was only a month before the trip that I organize everything, because, really, I don't know, I was initially supposed to go there by the end of this year, but things just happen, I ask my mom if i can tag along with my cousins to go to korea this april, and she just, just say yes. None of us ever thought this could happen, but it did. So the date that i was supposedly be interviewed, and at least given a chance to study TESL, I was in Korea instead. No, don't get me wrong, I never regret the decision, or the time I spent in Korea, I enjoyed them all, and I treasure them. It's just the pain can't be easily washed away. That's all. Don't say that I don't hold on to my dream. I did. I did go to the HQ of UiTM to ask for slack, to maybe forward the date for me, or postponed, it, I went to 3 different offices in UiTM Shah Alam, one was located 15 KM from the main place. I sat down face-to-face with the dean of the TESL program,but Allah says no. So I went home with the 'keep that bullet up' face. Thinking Allah knows better. Skip the part of my awesome journey in south korea, I received another offer from my UPU application, tourism management in UiTMpp. Boom, tourism?????? Honestly at that time i can't even remember putting tourism in my UPU form. I even did triple check on my UPU document. whut? Actually i do apply for tourism,choice yang bawah2 tu. Tapi sendiri yang lupa, ya la, the last time i ever remember about studying tourism pun, was when i was in primary school. LOL.
But again, I am always in favor of travelling. Travelling is one of my passion. Travelling and writing goes together for me. I love the idea of seeing new things, learning new cultures and languages, amaze myself with the sight of a different community, their behavior, their etiquette, their places. Yes, I think, being an enthusiast writer got me to that. I am not that good in writing. Really, don't judge my grammar in this blog, ini freestyle writing, lantak pi sana all the rules. But if you're interested to see my writing, or at least my proper writings, go my other blog, link at the end of this page.
It's hard to let go the missing-ness of the opportunity, it was golden for me. Even now, it still bring tears to my eyes sometimes. But head straight, shoulders up, this is what Allah wants me to do. Though sometimes, I re-questions myself, if I held that dream strong enough, ain't I supposed to chase for that dream? Even how far it'd take me to? But then I said, I redha, tawakal, Allah knows better. It's impossible to let my dream die, somehow. So I still do write, though not as much as before, (life commitment duhhh), I still do write. And that's the reason of the existence of mylifelovelust blog, the other blog of mine. That's the place where some of my writing would be posted. You know, self-satisfaction.
And that pretty much sums up everything, how I end up here. See? If I don't end up here, will this blog ever existed? Will I ever meet you guys yang awesome though semuanya silent readers? (seriously guys, do comment pls) Will I ever learnt this much of a life lesson? No I will never will. So I am grateful.
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