this is a tale

No, I'm not a Frankenstein. Lol. Okay, reset, college is done, so I'm officially an unemployed 20 y/o girl, with nothing to do. And suddenly it hit me, 'oh wait, I have a blog.' Yeahhhh, kinda have forgotten about it. kinda.  Anyway, now that I'm having this lot of ample times, and I'm back to being Selangor peeps again despite always getting myself lost around the road sometimes ( I mean WHY IS IT CANNOT U-TURN HERE, why do I go on this road?, that pasar is  only 5 mins away from home and I'm on this road for like half an hour already ),... I mean really, I'm still re-remembering the roads and stuffs.  Yes, despite that, I'm also done with some personal stuffs and is now..well now...nothing. I have nothing more to be completed. I'm still looking for job, looking for this, and that, for some platform to start being functional. Y'know, it's hard when you've spent 2 years in the college, being societal and contributin...

Morning. Last night like always whenever I am alone in the house, it was hard to sleep. Sigh. Anyway I did got to sleep somewhere at 1:30 and Alhamdulillah Allah allows me to wake up with easiness this morning. Finishing last touch up of the house, sapu sampah bala-bala dia tu. Pack stuff yang belum pack lagi and I tell you, all bags I have with me today, memang subhanallah pack gila. Mohon jangan ada yang pecah or roda rosak sudah la... And it's me alone yang kena handle 3 luggage, satu 10L backpack, and my DSLR sling back.Ya Allah give me the strength for the day. Booked my taxi at 9:30 a.m, now it 9:07, the very reason I got time to update the blog just before I start yet another journey for me. Borang clearance dah selamat diserahkan, rumah dah kunci, sampah dah buang, everything is done. At this very moment, I just wish for strengths and ideas to handle all these loads of mine. Unfortunately, being Sara, time aktiviti mengemas tadi, habuk sangatlah tidak dapat ku-elakkan. ...

Today at Tanjuung Congrats congrats to all the remnants of student uitmpp yg sitting for final exam today. It's finally the end! My roommate pun alhamdulillah selesai sudah menyelesaikan paper food hygiene dia. So what's left in uitmpp now is degree students and those few diplomas students yang tied up dengan korr activities like LIBK and KARISMA. Best wishes to BKs yang on-trained sekarang ni and also to KARISMA team yg ada tournament kat Kedah, make us proud! HHuu HHaaa!!!* * That spirit cheers our kesatria commander ajar.lol Anyway, speaking about my roommate, I just sent her off. Yeap, home alone....... Well, not really home, but you got what I mean. And now, at last, we're done with everything, from the warming up with university's life, to the back-to-study lifestyle, we got through the assignments, the trips, the game-changer, we mold, we melted, we toughen up and we stand tall. We did just all that. And it was, lol what is other word than amazing? S...

At last, at last....Finally. Alhamdulillah! I've finished my final exam for semester 1 yesterday. Officially done for this sem. **virtually hug me guys** TvT Monumen kebanggaan UiTMPP. Oh dear, the pahit jerih to get through this 5 months was, hella. Everything was a first time, that make it extra something. All the road trips. last minute escapades, lone-ranger travel to the island, staying up all night, chasing deadlines, handing assignments, at least three on the same week, shooting, editing video, new skills, meeting new peoples, interview them, meeting different kind of people, having to go through bullshit at some point, organizing our own trip, preparing for final, study 'till late 3 am, GOSH! the feeling! It was in-explainable, I cant put it in words for it to not exceed 10 pages. But to put it in one word, it was, everything. It was everything you can think off. Amazing, mesmerizing, incredible, new, gempak, havoc, mess, busy, beautiful, wonder, daebak, i...

Last night was, saddening. Just witness the end of a sad, beautiful, tragic love line. Unbelievable. The power of love, and how killing it could be. Goodness gracious. Idk. This song is just suiting. This got me into writing another write.  click here This is overwhelming. Condolences I bid to his family. N'way, how's life guys? Remember, don't ever take them for granted. Not even once. Yesterday was the first day of our final exam. Wish me luck peeps. Will try to update more.

So the reason for not updating for three consecutive days, undeniably is of because tiredness and laziness. As expected from the lazy-bum sara. ._. I've been urging myself from the day after the #BBW event to update my blog but sara is not just lazy but hard-headed. Why the hell am I speaking about myself as the third person. creepy. Anyway, on the first day of the Big Bad Wolf, 24th september,  my lone ranger mode was on roll, my carefree personality went way beyond fears and worries, and my daring attitude never had been better. Y'know, this kind of thinking of chasing your desires and fulfill your satisfaction is kinda hard to shed off. Because the day I had on the 24th, (first raya haji tu), by far the day where I follow my heart the most, and concede to its willing. Big Bad Wolf was held in Penang Times Square, Jalan Dato' Keramat, (belakang komtar). Ermm, sepanjang study sini and ulang alik kat pulau tu, tak pernah lagi tembus belakang komtar tu, in a way where I dr...